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[09 Jan 2005|08:53pm]
noxiousneedle: Do you talk about me to her, like you did with me and your other exes?
Acoustic Massive: You're a legend.
noxiousneedle: Yeah?
Acoustic Massive: She actually asked me if I was certain I was ready to move on.
Acoustic Massive: I told her I didn't have a choice.
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[11 Oct 2004|10:48am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Hi. I'm thinking of you.
Love me, speak to me soon
I have so much annoying work.
Nothing good has happened today.
They took down my propaganda poster and I don't think I'll put it up again.

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[10 Oct 2004|06:11pm]
[ mood | envious ]

I think you feel the same way.
Now that I'm here I'm so completely sad.
And I feel like everything is just pointless.
"Why are you staying?"
"I don't know."

I imagine coming home after.
I imagine my mom being really upset.
I imagine everything about school-wise reputation just getting turned sideways.

I'm scared. There's plenty of reasons to be scared.
But I don't want to deal with the bullshit here anymore.
No, I don't like it.
I don't like people like the ones I have to be around all the time.
I don't like the situations and routines I fall into every day.
And I'm tired. And I just want to chill out forever.

Just go be a pot farmer.

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[08 Oct 2004|09:53pm]
HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIt. Wooooooooooo. I'm way fucking stoned. Like way. You don't even know. Except you do. because you are too. Way cool dude. wayyyy cool. Heh.
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[08 Oct 2004|07:57pm]
My bong has a tote.
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[07 Oct 2004|08:06pm]
[ mood | excited ]

You've gone off the deep end, beautiful.
The deep end is beautiful.
Sinking canyon, a drop down with a heightened pounding in the solar plexus,
feel your core slip out of you the way your swollen dreams have,
gushing out of your fingertips and eyes, gushing in the smoke that curls away with your breath,
gushing and going and slipping like the ecstasy trickled on the back of your throat.
Eyes see anatomy. Eyes see a mirror but nothing constructed like a face.
Eyes see fingers but what's important is that the blood cells inside are hot pink,
that the veins have taken on an electric blue, that the stars have been encompassed and replaced the white blood cells (and hope that soon they'll surface to the skin)
and that the music keeps playing, comfortably cracking the scull cap and sweeping along the void,
it pushes out at the soul, the entire inner lining of your limbs. Skin is flushed,
dreams have started engulfing everything around us, watch how they flood the room!
See how the colors distort, do you remember how beautiful?
Some things to remember: Remember countries breathing,
remember sky colors, remember firefly rhinestones gleaming like nightlight while we were on our hands and knees in the dark,
candlelit crawl outside where leaning back permitted access to the moon, remember fevered walks through grass and hot parking lots, remeber black asphalt, remember the stars so easy to manipulate and rearrange, remember touching and sunrise - remember afterglow and our first encounter with Euphoria - she sat with us in the bathroom as a screen was removed from our eyes,
and I think we hallucinated perfection.

not much time. Soon.

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[07 Oct 2004|08:00pm]
[ mood | excited ]

It's later than it seems.

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[07 Oct 2004|07:45pm]
WHOOOOOOOO. I so just made another livejournal. For me and Stacy. And all our secrets. Mhm.
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[07 Oct 2004|07:00pm]
[ mood | mmmmmwhat? ]

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